Tuesday, January 12, 2010

His Kuma ♥


Uwah...I feel like a fool.
Falling in love with someone makes you feel all strange. Both in a good way and in a bad way. Good because you feel like you're..."one" with them. You're loved, and giddy, and you experience just ...magnificent feelings. But with those magnificent feelings are terrible ones. Sometimes jealousy, despair, loneliness when they're not around. Things could go. There's always an endless amount of bad, just as there is good.



I'm quite happy and content
Whenever I talk with him, I'm completely happy. He's funny, sweet, a bit dense , handsome and just...hilarious. When he geeks about Gackt, I just bust a gut. When he's telling me he loves me and words of encouragement...I feel special. Not just another girl, but a special one. Like one that is on top of the world. His fantasies...flow right into me. I'm blushing to the point where I feel I'll pass out. That Casanova~ Haha ♥


✖ I'm pretty lonely and upset
I don't like thinking of the fact that I go days without talking to him. Or days when he forgets what we're supposed to do. When he starts comparing me with his ex...ugh...I feel like pulling my hair out and screaming that he's a dumbass. = = Babo~ I hate how he ends up making me jealous. I don't know if he does it on purpose...or if he's
THAT dense. *Sigh*...the things that I put up with. But I'm fighting. Hai...wish me luck~

Kimi o Aishteru Yami-sama

Your Kuma,
Hikari


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